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♥ precious.
la bella vita;

Cara

loves: black and white photography. poetry. vintage stores. thunderstorms. good ambience. fairytales. disneyworld. black kohl and fuschia lipstick. red and purple skittles. turquoise beads. icing but not cakes. might-have-beens. the dandy warhols. within temptation. automatic loveletter. mediaeval baebes. troy. interview with a vampire. the oc. making 11:11 wishes. purple glitter. mermaids. my-little-ponies. magic.

expertise: melodramaticks. eyeliner. laughing. goodbyes. hanging in there.

♥ music on, world off.
shh.

soundtrack to life.

♥ scream(?).
live.

♥ past .
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
hello, old friend. 6:35 AM


I found this on Audd's blog, so. Since I'm bored and since obviously everyone wants to know more about yours truly:

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Gwen. Broadway Nigghhhhtttt.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
um no. It's either on, or on but dying, or on and charging.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
sleeping.

4. When did you last cry?
when I was watching Poseidon and Emmy Rossum's character's dad died zomg.

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
more peanut butter.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
love trust pixie dust. in no particular order.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I do neither. I turn up my iPod and dance around to "singing in the rain".

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
my friends. ;)

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
moody Eeyore pjs!

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
oh they're all nice. if they weren't, I deleted them and then killed the sender via spam sms DIE DIE DIEEEEE.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
wrong person to ask.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no but if I remember rightly, half my clique owes me clothes.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
whatever was screened last century. oh yeah that'd be Made of Honour.

14. What are you proud of?
myself?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"oh you're good at turning situations against me aren't you? idiot...it wasn't bad. you're forgetting that the average standard of my life differs from the norm".
wow that's one old message.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
down in upendeeeee.

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
Carrie Models. Care (but only when my siblings want a favour). Well manicured princess. Retard. Elf. Summer.

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
Leonard. "haha disney movies? Ash and I are stoning in school."

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
don't know, sorry.

20. Are you currently happy?
(:

21. Who gives you best advice?
Cap'n Jack and Princess Sparkles; oh and Qiu and RJ and Kat and Manda and Deb and yeah.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
ew.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
...different people.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yeah, so baygon.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
me.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No I wear soe tocks.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?.
the director of Absolute Living. Oops.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
cue words from Keats Tennyson Plath Parker Wordsworth.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
condescension. seriously I AM NOT AN ANT HELLO.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
HAHAHAHAHA that's a funny question.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No but I'm a coke addict so that counts, right?

32. What is the colour of your room?
purple. (:

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
not for a billion dollars. for a billion dollar NOTE, maybe. then since nobody's ever seen a billion dollar note before, I'd sell it at some extravagantly overpriced sum and get MORE than a billion dollars.

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
The last time I checked, it was "talk is cheap".

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
HENRY CAVILL.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
my little sister. Right before "can I use the computer now instead of you?"

37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
Hello. Private life.

38. Do you have a life?
Private or otherwise...yes.

39. Have you ever thought that someone died, when they really didn't?
yes.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
what profile song?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I can't remember.

42. Last time you smiled?
just now.

43. Have you changed this year?
My name and school and shoesize have all remained the same, so no. But then again, I experimented with purple highlights and did some weird things and said some weirder things, so maybe yes.

44. What are you listening to right now?
my iPod. like you had to ask.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
when I doing this? no.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open. or half-closed. wow you must be running out of questions, huh.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
yes. xanga.com/insertquotesitehere.

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
Excluding James Marsden...no.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano and the recorder, in primary school. and Qiu's head, as drums and cymbals. Oh and I'm pretty good at air guitar and air bass and air double bass.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
y'mean I can only say one?

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Writing in my journal and dancing around my room. (but not at the same time. I can't multitask that well.)

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I say the more the merrier.

53. What song describes your love life?
I don't know. So I shall iPod shuffle it. And my iPod says...College Kids, by Relient K. Oh yeah hey; I've hooked up with all the guys from every jc in singapore, oh wow yeah.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
who said anything about like?

55. Who is always making you laugh?
the spastic three!

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
elvish. Imye smartyre thayne Iye lookyeth.

57. Are you blond?
no. maybe inwardly.

58. What is your middle name?
Nicole.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
taekwondo, accessorize talk (not like I need it, but yeah. enrichment hours), going out with the guys(?), kickboxing, dance.

60. What do you think you are like?
RJ says I'm a crossover between Robin Williams and Lucy Liu. Hmm I can't quite envision that one, but okay. Shuuu says Ariel/Pocahontas. Kat says Summer/Pocahontas. Ash says Summer/Anna. Wenloong says Summer/Summer. So I guess I'm an Oriental, buckskin-wearing, Princess Sparkle-toting, pixie-faced comedian with a fishtail.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
my other half. whoever he is.

62.Where have you been today?
the places you have come to fear the most.

63. What game do you play often?
it's all in the game of lurrrrveeee. I don't play games. I know. I'm deprived, so?

64. Who are you missing right now?
the spastic three. my MIA MG besties. the way we were. (inside issue.)

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
if you wanna be my lover--

66. What are you doing right now?
uh. wow no points for guessing.

67. Which primary school are you from?
MGS, baby.

68. Name 3 colours that you like
turquoise, aquamarine, black, and purple. And since turquoise and aquamarine are technically only shades of one colour; then I'll add one more: crimson.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
I am a masquerade I can be whatever you want to see.

70. What is life to you?
Life is hearing your favourite song on the radio, turning up the volume, and singing out loud with your friends with your hairbrushes as microphones, because you all are gonna be rockstars one day. Life is every word in my diary. Life is crying over the memories because you miss the way we were. Life is dancing in your pjs in the rain even though you know the neighbours're staring.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
listen to my iPod.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Leonard.

73. Who do you admire the most?
idk. Lea Salonga?

74. Which month are you born in?
Januaryyyyy. Remember that.

75. How are you feeling right now?
tomatoes.

76. What is the time now?
my computer clock says 5.59am. But I believe it's actually 10.02 pm.

77. Where are you now?
in front of the computer at home, beside a calendar that says "jun" instead of "june" and a piece of paper that says "Koala. Order: marsupialia. Family: Phascolarctidae."

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I've got virgin hair yaw.

79. Why are you doing this test?
because I've got wireless internet and a keyboard and time to kill.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
oh I emo.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
I don't wish to get marry. I don't mind getting marRIED, though.

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
hoes before bos.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Oh yeah; running around Holland V in pjs and a fluffy Tinkerball bobble hat takes a little confidence/lunacity. (hell; I don't care if 'lunacity' isn't a word. It is now.)

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Princess Sparkles.
yes I know she's a pony but she's got feelings too.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yeah, if you're Dorothy in Kansas.

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
if I tell you, it won't come true now, will it?

87. What is your goal for this year?
I am an aimless wandering soul. No, actually. I'm living life day to day. I'll let you know when I find out.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Eternity love? Ew that's the cheesiest term I've ever heard for it; hands down.

89. WHO ARE YOU CHATTING WITH NOW ?
why're you so excited?

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
no actually it's Hannah Montana on Disney Channel.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
a lot. it's the whole "emotional artist" thing. makes for good poetry.

92. you cherish every single friendship of yours?
duh?!

93. Do you believe in God?
amen hallelujah. (:

94. Who cares for you the most?
my parents, and friends, and God. I'm a loved girl.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
only one? crud. Okay, my iPod. and my vera wang princess and my diary and my camera and my comfort pillow and and and...yeah. That's all.

96. What'll you bring when you fight?
Magic. BOOM.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Nothing, actually. Whatever will be will be; and whatever has been, has made me stronger.

98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
That doesn't really make sense, but okay. There's no way that no one would ever not care for me because I've been surrounded by wonderful, wonderful people who would never let me down that way.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
I'd set him ablaze and watch the sucker burn. And then I'd get some friends over and we'd toast marshmallows over the fire and sing campfire songs.

100. What do you want now?
whirled peas.