Thursday, September 18, 2008
hello, old friend.
6:34 AM
A shipwreck, a castaway
Coast to coast the high seas echo: 'It's not you it's me'
If the wind were down, I could drive the boat with my sighs
I could drive the boat, if the wind were down
----
study/coffee @ coffeebean today with RJ.
you make fun of me a lot and sometimes I wonder if you would have a better impression of me if we had never been friends
but what it boils down to is that we always have a great time together.
love you spastic 1/3 yessss i'm being mushy mushy so whatcha gonna do about it?
so.
today
has been one of those days.
1) believe me.
i have tried to write you out of my bones
oh, believe me. i have tried.
and yet i the wretched seamstress weave the same thread through the loom
(again. again. again.)
wounds heal but words pick apart the stitches.
2) dear anon- i don't know what you want from me, but please leave me alone?
I don't need any more drama in my life right now.
3) thank God I'm a thespian
it was painful but it was neccessary
and melodramatics get you through anything
we lifted our eyes and they lowered theirs.
4) because even sworn sisters can drift away
and you've got one foot in your boat, we fear--
5) because you make me happy.
and not a lot of guys can do that.
so that makes you special.
6) why does it always ( )
because I'm sick of being the ( )
and I can't believe I ( )
you all think that I ( )
but the truth is ( )
the truth is ( )
the truth is ( )....
on the bright side,
tomorrow will be better.