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la bella vita;

Cara

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expertise: melodramaticks. eyeliner. laughing. goodbyes. hanging in there.

♥ music on, world off.

shh.

♥ scream(?).

live.

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Monday, December 29, 2008

hello, old friend. 1:43 AM

Summer nights lit up by flashlights.
Won't you take my hand, let's get away.
On top of buildings watching all your movies, now you've got my time;
let's get away. get get get away.
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okay I know I'm supposed to do the mandatory Christmas post and all, but- reality check- Christmas is over, darlings! so it doesn't really matter anyway.
But in any case. Happy birthday, baby Jesus; and thank you everyone for the lovely prezzies and Mummy and Daddy for the divine Estee Lauder makeup artiste set.
Now at the next IGGY I can wreak havoc on people's faces again. (evil laughter)

Current status: Still battling IGGY withdrawal symptoms.
...Okay; so not really battling. More like going with the flow and just moping.
I haven't felt like meeting up with people; or partying; and that is seriously weird.
I've been rewearing all the outfits I wore back at IGGY and looking at the pictures over and over again and I'm actually starting to freak myself out a little but I think alluv the IGGYians're going through the same thing.
Or at least that's what I tell myself after I've rewatched our Spice Girls vid and the clip of me teaching Joe how to say "alamak" twelve times over. Consecutively.

so to all my Singapore homies, if I've been acting weird lately, I'm really sorry and just bear with me for this period. It's gonna take some TLC but I'll be back to normal. Someday. :/
Also M, I'm sorry for bailing out on you for tonight's thing @ Howl At The Moon (kool name tho) and I'll make it up to you somehow.

ANYWAY. I digress.
... Some books reaaaally aren't like their covers.
CLOSET GEEKS FTW.
But s'all good. Saine Leingod and Tanaquil Seregond have had some good times in Miriel's Hefty Gnome Inn and Tana's ready for a bit of the good old hack-and-saw action.
I hadn't realized I hadn't RPed in so long. OMG. Talk about rusty.
But it was great to find out that Joe R and I're actually just two big closet (or not so closet, as it would seem...) geeks and now that I've got Saine and Tanaquil wandering around in my head, the IGGY-ending-induced writers' block's beginning to go away because the two of them won't shut up, I swear.
Particularly Tanaquil.

and here are the RL-selves of Tanaquil Seregond and Saine Leingod.
yeah we have swords. fear us.

Maybe I should go back to the whole Hidden Realms thing.
EMBRACE YOUR GEEKINESS. Also geekiness / = nerdiness. Ttly different things, ftr...

IDK. IDK. IDK.
I need some changes in my life right now.
Or, alternatively, some major distractions.
The only time the dull ache ever goes away is when I'm hanging out with friends or laughing (but laughter only lasts for so long and the long rides home by yourself can kill, I swear, they kill) or when I'm writing my stories and yeah, it's a good relief but how long before this escape route closes up too?

[/edit]
"ask and you will receive"
...talk about a distraction.
Life just suddenly became a whole lot weirder.

[/digressing!...]
on the bright side, the first SRT meeting's coming up and hopefully I'll meet a coupluv kindred spirits there (?). fingers crossed.

on a not-so-bright side...
DAMN. Go away no don't stay come back talk to me you're confusing me you say you aren't but how'm I supposed to believe you? maybe it's just because you're a vague reminder in silhouette but maybe it's just because you've got a way with words and i like the way your mouth twists at the corners like you've seen too much of the world.

oh, sweetheart.

gotta love the drama.

tags for next post: gala dinner, purple feathers, womanizer!, harem, dancefloor goodbyes, bohemian rhapsody, your face when i took my luggage and turned to leave...