Cara
loves: black and white photography. poetry. vintage stores. thunderstorms. good ambience. fairytales. disneyworld. black kohl and fuschia lipstick. red and purple skittles. turquoise beads. icing but not cakes. might-have-beens. the dandy warhols. within temptation. automatic loveletter. mediaeval baebes. troy. interview with a vampire. the oc. making 11:11 wishes. purple glitter. mermaids. my-little-ponies. magic.
expertise: melodramaticks. eyeliner. laughing. goodbyes. hanging in there.
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"...This is superficial.
But it's just- we want to escape.
In our heads; we're already gone."
- Lisa
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diary excerpt #137:
It's a little bit funny and a little bit sad that under different borders, in a different time, in different clothes- maybe; maybe...we could have all been rockstars and movie gods and youth-quaking beatnik children.
In this parallel, unfettered universe,
We'd live forever in candid black and white photographs scattered around the musty linoleum of our Lower East Side, industrial bohemian-type apartment that we'd barely manage to cough up the rent for every month.
We'd live on Campbell's and black coffee and strawberry jello and words and too little sleep because we'd be up all night, every night, talking about the great glorious beckoning thing that is the Future. A Future not defined by social conventions or familial expectations or the cold concrete hand of a cold concrete city. A Future that would be uncertain and flickering and probably one hell of a ride-- but it'd be beautiful because that uncertain, wavering nightmare would be ours.
We'd celebrate every holiday on the calendar.
We'd hang from the parapets dangling handtowels at passersby screaming "WE ARE JACK'S BROKEN HEART"
We'd sleep in the bathtubs and cook five course microwave dinners in the bedrooms.
We'd sketch miniature Antarcticas on the window panes and doodle faces on all the light sockets and not one inch of wall would be bare because they'd be completely covered, completely filled with poetry.
...We'd be poor and lost and catastrophic and deeply in debt and burning out by the second---
but we'd be alive. Well and truly alive.
...and in the end; that's all that really counts, isn't it?
INTERNATIONAL DAY OF THE DORK.
...Which very nicely coincided with our random, spur-of-the-moment "hey let's be nerds tomorrow" shindig; so everything worked out.
I walked into the Econs lecture theatre first thing in the morning and was greeted by five pairs of balefully accusing eyes.
"...you're not wearing your glassessss!"
No, because I don't NEED them. But I brought them. Even though they were just big black frames with no lenses.
Maths results back today were...horrible. :/
Passed; but it was hardly the B we all were kind of expecting.
Josh and I were trying to predict what our results would spell out (for the uninitiated, aka non-Singaporean-students, lucky things; from best to worst --> A, B, C, D, E, S, U. "S" for "sub-pass", and "U" being "ungraded" and therefore a euphemism for "oh you big fat loser".)
Josh predicts he'll get D E A D.
I predict worse for myself; I foresee a D U D E.
Or maybe we'll all just get D U D S because obviously they're trying to get some kind of message across to us.
:/
Mr Tan: (during Math class) On the bright side; 81.4% of the cohort passed Math. :)
Cara: *darkly, aside* Well I bet I'm one of the other 19.6%.
Tisha: ....
Cara: ...18.6%. Yeah okay that settles it I failed.
Oh and Josh you should really brush up on your pronunciation skillz.
Carol: *plucks a random strand of hair from the tabletop* ...Eww! Cara!!
Cara: What! It's not mine! *points* It's Joan's!
Joan: It's not mine!
Josh: ...Fine, fine, fine. I'll say it's mine, okay? I'll take the rape for you guys.
Cara: O_O
Joan: O_O
Carol: O_O
Everyone else: O_O
Cara: ...Sorry, what?
Josh: I said blame it on me. I'll take the rape.
Josh darling; it's pronounced "REP".
This is why we love you. :P
Filmed random caricatured Singaporean student scenez (kiasu-ism + inability to pronounce. If you're an IGGY kid reading this- google "kiasu" if you've got no idea what I'm yaddling on about) in the canteen, much to the bemusement of everyone else there, speshully when we filmed ourselves hobbling into the canteen, complete with two pigtails and nerd glasses and a helluva heavy bag + our weight in schoolbooks, and fighting and barging to sit at the table first because "OH MY GOSH WAN MATZ STARTZ IN FY MINIS" (translation: Oh my gosh, Maths starts in five minutes)
Videos up on FB soon. I think.
Lesson in How To Butcher Pronunciation #1.
(in character):
Cara: Ehh. Can I bolloh you your pen? (trans: Eh. Can I borrow your pen?)
Amrit: Wah you wan me bolloh you my pen ah. This one veh veh eggspensee you know. (trans: Wah, you want to borrow my pen? This one's very expensive, y'know.)
Cara: The ninety cent one issit? (trans: The ninety cents one, is it?)
Amrit: One doller fy sen. (trans: One dollar five cents.)
Cara: Wah. (trans: Wah.)
Amrit: *snatches back pen* WAH WHY YOU USE SO MUCH INK?! YOUUU MUST PAY ME BACK TWENTY SEN AH!
Yeah okay I'm not feeling too well right now so I'm going to close just about here.
Tomorrow marks NINE DAYS! Which izzzz single digits. Exciting.
I'd better not fall properly ill around this time or I'll srsly kick myself, I swear.
Anticipation asphyxiation aspirination?
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We studied again today. Hardworking. I know!