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Cara

loves: black and white photography. poetry. vintage stores. thunderstorms. good ambience. fairytales. disneyworld. black kohl and fuschia lipstick. red and purple skittles. turquoise beads. icing but not cakes. might-have-beens. the dandy warhols. within temptation. automatic loveletter. mediaeval baebes. troy. interview with a vampire. the oc. making 11:11 wishes. purple glitter. mermaids. my-little-ponies. magic.

expertise: melodramaticks. eyeliner. laughing. goodbyes. hanging in there.

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shh.

soundtrack to life.

♥ scream(?).
live.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
hello, old friend. 9:31 PM


"...and I use the term 'human' on you lot verrrry loosely"
- Whitby. (who else?!)
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So.
It's back to the daily grind.
I walked into Econs lecture this morning and stared blankly at the lecturer's moving mouth for all of six minutes before going, "...ah, screw this, I'm lost." and starting on an IGGY diary entry.
Because I'm top 10 percentile like that.

Speaking of which; I have no idea how that happened.
But thank you, God, I'm not complaining.

Now, Promo results...that's a different story. After two weeks in the UK, I can barely remember how to say my own name in Chinese; let alone remember the 130989309 theories of Maclaurin's Expansion!
Amrit: *hands over stack of History notes* *hefty thud* Here you go.
Cara: *skims over* ...Lecture 14? But we were on Lecture 1 when I left!
Amrit: Well...yeah. Now we're on 14. Have fun.

Payback time, biatch!

Still.
I may not be entirely thrilled to be back here; but I AM happy that I'm with everyone again. And by 'everyone' I mean close family, DWLs, school friends, random people who smile at me in the canteen and then think that's grounds enough to strike up intimate "so...how r u and the angmoh boi?" conversations via FB Chat.

The first thing Lisa and Amrit did when they saw me this morning was demand, "...say hello! Say 'hello'!"
and then both looked visibly disappointed when I complied. They were obviously expecting some kind of influenced UK accent but I've retained the "ay-meh-ree-kaaan" one I've got, so. Sorry, Amrit. Me mum dusnt wash me roogbeh shoorts todai.

It's 5AM UK time right now and I am completely stone-zonked. +1 hour of sleep? = not fun.
What I wouldn't give for one of Obed's legendary shoulder massages during a P&M breaktime now...and an Alpen bar emg. Or Westwood's Belgian Hot Chocolate (only 34 calories!!! sez the cup) and AEROOOOO I miss Aero.
And I miss the Poppins.
And my soulsister.
And her messy-haired boyfriend.
And MC Yankeefinger.
And My Lieutenant.

I still haven't had a Proper Post IGGY Cryfest yet. I remember sometime earlier this year when ____ happened and I was musing in my journal that maybe I had "feeling ceilings". Point's in the proving; but I suppose it isn't a bad thing.
Yaaaay defence mechanisms FTW.

I've even missed the long old walks from Tocil to Westwood.
In fact- this morning Daddy offered me a taxi ride out to school, and I said no thank you because I wanted to walk because I'd missed the Warwick walks to Westwood canteen.
Ofc- about halfway through the walk, I started regretting my decision because I'd also conveniently forgotten that Singapore weather = not the same as UK weather! and by the time I got to school I was perspiring incredibly unattractively.
Oh, for British rain again.

The DWL's currently M.I.Aing at the mo'; but soon Ily'll be back, and then Carol, and Josh'll be back this Friday!!! so yay for reunification.
I've missed reading Lisa's diary and giggling over all her naughty adventures, and laughing over all the hysterical things Amrit says (she never lets me down!) and listening to Hannah Montana/Jo Bros with Josh and explaining to Ily what hickeys are (brothers of Mickey, darling!) and Carol revelating "GUESS HOW LONG RASPUTIN'S WAS" and me asking a Maths question during our study sessions and being met by blank stares all around because of course being Arts students, none of us can do Mathz to save our lives.

Okay now.
School's out and I'm off to get Coke Zero and Special K.




....I still want Aero.

:/


Dammit.