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Cara

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Monday, October 5, 2009
hello, old friend. 9:10 AM

 


Monday, for once, is an almost-ending. 

History today was...well. I don't know what it was, really. It could either go okay, or it could go really really badly. I'm not saying anything right now- I'm just glad it's over. Earlier today and yesterday were possibly the worst ever days of my study career. Eight hours of frantic studying, blinking tired eyes into tired hands, sinking down over words I couldn't absorb and all the while the insistent white panic. Calling up friends for comfort and trailing off as their words morphed and garbled over the phone and I realized: oh God I'm in this alone/ have to survive this alone.


So I'm alive. 


...and, in retrospect; melodramatic. Very melodramatic. But moving on. 


History was three hours of trying to formulate a decent argument, realizing mid-way, "...damn. I have no idea what I'm writing" and then glancing at the clock, seeing I've got about ten minutes left to write 2 decent body paragraphs and a conclusion and going "DAMN NEVER MIND JUST WRITE"


After the paper, Ms Oon made the formal announcement, "Who wants to do H3 for History, please come to the front" and I turned behind to Amrit and she waved her curls around and went "...the f-ck they give me 3 hours of THAT and then ask me to do H3?! UM NO"

 Am now doing lit. 
Okay technically I am talking to Joe but I am ALSO doing lit, ah crud, polysyndeton juxtaposition onomatopoeia stream of consciousness threnody verisimilitude.


I rummaged through one of my brother's cupboards today and found an entire rummagey pile of clothes I'd forgotten I had/clothes that didn't belong to me. I chased my brother out, called my sister in, and we spent about an hour trying on everything and mixing and matching. I love going through psuedo-junk. I found teacosy-esque drapes and a vest that looked like a carpet and corset tops and flowy tunics and leotards and general awesomeness. 


YAY ME


Okay now Lit. 

Fame! with the DWL tomorrow. UNPRECEDENTED, ALL MEMBERS PRESENT OUTING. 


"Hey DWL! Hope you've had a good day and are studying lit  harder than I am, cuz I haven't touched it at all yet today. ):
Anyway. Not the point. The point issss I'm here to remind  y'all of our outing to watch Fame! tomorrow. Please bring non-nj clothes that are not red fbt shorts and/or team nj yes Lisa this means YOU. 
In case y'all haven't realized, this will be our first ever outing together with ALL of us present. 
Groundbreaking. 
Yes and on this note, I will personally kill anyone who shows up tmr in wrong attire/does not show up at all cuz they're sick/tired/mugging in preparation for next year. 




...That's all. :D Love you. 
xxx"







Hurrah.
 Stay strong, compadres. 
And Lisa, sweetheart- hang in there. We're here to catch you. 
That's what 4AM friends do.